Sophia thankfully helped me make my page a little prettier. She even made the title for all those who always say, "I wish I could get inside your head sometimes, just to see how your brain works." I know I say crazy things and have a pretty adventurous personality, but when it comes to writing, I AM NOT SO GOOD. Really, I feel like a 16 year old, writing in her diary about some crush she has on her teacher, or some boy who sits at her table in class. Isn't it funny to look back at old diary entries? I use to get so self conscious about people reading that thing, but now I look at my journal on a regular basis. I wish I could fall in love that easily and actually like any guy who said hi to me. It's not that easy any more. Reality struck and too many bad experiences keep me too cautious. Does anyone ever feel like they want to be alone because it’s so much easier looking out for just you? Call me selfish, but I actually like being alone and independent. Is anyone reading me?

Anyways, you will not believe what happened to me yesterday. I was walking around Alpine because I was too lazy to go running. I took my cell phone with me to make some phone calls while I had time. I was talking to my brother Chris on the phone, not watching where I was going. Luckily I looked up in time to notice I was about a foot away from a deer. The deer was just as afraid as I was; we were both frozen in our tracks staring at each other. It really was a precious moment. JK. I was so scared that thing was going to attack me. Luckily we both just walked away slowly. For now on I will definably watch where I am going. There are so many deer, wolves, fox's, and people have actually spotted mountain lions up in Alpine. I am lucky it was a deer just as scared as I was. Not too long ago a young boy was killed camping by a bear and a mountain lion was stuck in a neighbor’s garage until animal control came and took it away. My story isn’t even remotely that interesting but all I am saying is, at least it was a deer.

Yeah, life isn’t that interesting right now. Does anyone have any cool Halloween costumes ideas or something I could borrow? I’ve dressed up so much; I am out of all my costumes.