A no good, very bad day.

I feel like I am on a Saturday Night live or Mad T.V. as one of those grumpy old woman, who get angry every time one talks to them or look at them. I am on 2 hours a sleep, after a long weekend of homework and having my brother in town from the military. I felt like biting everyone’s head off when they looked at me or needed me for something. I was not a good person today and I feel bad. I told everyone not to talk to me because I was in a bad mood. It was one of those days. Does everyone have these days or am I totally crazy?
Along with the bad mood, I always get down on myself. Today I felt insecure about my school work. I felt like no matter how hard I try, I am never good enough. I am learning how to write news articles in a total different style of writing. I have to really be organized and focus on my grammar, which is a poor quality I have. I lack credibility in this department and it’s hard to keep my spirits up.
I had to write a news article about a professor of mine. My article couldn’t measure up even close to perfect and I didn’t know where to go for help.
The problem was, I wanted to do my news article on Deborah Thornton, a current professor of English at UVU. She never got back to me and with my hopes this subject would work, I waited it out for 3 weeks. We had a month to do the paper. Well about 5 days left tell it was do, I had to make the commitment to another professor, who thankfully saved me. I had to do a phone interview which decreases my points on the paper, but we both didn’t have time to meet up. Added on to the fact my paper was completely wrong and I didn’t have enough time to have the teacher give me the help me.
Being so tired, I got this overwhelming feeling and just wanted to give up and cry. I hate these days. I try so hard in school, but I always feel not up to par with everyone else. I struggle to get A’s when I work as hard as an A student. I swear my brain doesn’t work. I want to say I am stupid, but I know that isn’t true. I am smart in other areas and hope I can survive as my dream of working in a field of public relations someday.